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Regarding the Soul

Monday, June 14th, 2010

A while ago, I wrote about being spiritual and talking about a belief in the soul. I promised that I would explain that someday. Today is that day!

The reason the concept of a soul exists is no doubt tied to the psychological need of a human being for a predictable, comprehensible universe. There is also the concept of the “immortality” of the soul, no doubt to help us with our ultimate existential enemy, death itself. It is sensible that humanity created the concept of the soul given our situation. But when we transition – individually or as a group – into a naturalistic, atheist worldview, what good is the concept of the soul?

Firstly, the soul seems existent as a big brother of the phenomena we call “identity.” People are mostly creatures of habit and repeated behavior. They are of persistent appearance and voice. People have speech patterns, behavior patterns and em0tional patterns. It is our intellectual nature to assume all of this is informed by a single source. We might call that source their mind or their identity or possibly their soul. I would call those three different and distinct things (each a subset of the next, actually).

However, people ultimately change many many times over their life (a thing that is too often looked at negatively when it can often be a positive thing). For instance, the entity that we call “Chuck” and who I call “me” was, at one time, a person of no confidence, wild depressive mood swings and poor social acumen. But I’ve changed drastically on those points. More simply, at one point, I was 3 feet tall and now I am six feet tall.

For the most part, we basically ignore those changes where it regards “identity” and we say that I am Chuck, and I am the same Chuck that was once 3 feet tall. And yet, a portion of my identity – what I consider are the important qualities that define who I am – is confidence, an even mood that tilts towards positivity and a great deal of skill in social situations. That describes a different person than who I was. While we can say, “Chuck as changed,” what does it mean to be Chuck? Who is Chuck? Which Chuck – past or present – was the better representative of Chuck-ness? These are ultimately questions of identity, and identity changes. But identity must then be a quality of a larger whole, and that whole is Chuck.

It sounds like whimsical banter, but I think it becomes a real question of concern when we speak about the dead. Some remember the dead in their youth, some remember the dead as a public persona, some remember the dead as a private persona… but ultimately, who can define their identity? No one was with them in the secret moments in their mind when private feelings were felt, and that represents a whole other equally (if not more) valid part of who they were.

People of my age can also see this in the groups of friends they’ve had or kept over the years. How would my high school friends describe me? How would my college friends describe me? How would my post-college friends describe me? And, perhaps most interesting of all, how would those friends who I have kept since high school compare and contrast me with the friends who have only known me a year?

Further, some people decide at certain points in their life that a stark change in identity is necessary. Some people will move to a new city, make new friends and try to redefine themselves, no doubt to varying degrees of success. Certain people feel that certain aspects of their identity – their gender identity, for instance – is not properly represented, and they initiate life-changing events – like gender reassignment surgery – as a way of making them more comfortable with how their identity matches their appearance, or vice-versa.

Through all of these changes, what remains constant? Are we simply assigning a name to a composition of constantly-changing animate molecules housing a roving intelligence? Is there more to it than that?

I propose that there is more to it than that, although not materially.

Certainly, dash the old definitions of the soul. Forget the immortality and the life after death. There is no evidence, there is no proof and that means there is no reason to believe in it.

Embrace a naturalistic worldview, and evolve the definition of the soul. The “soul” is that consistent element which defines the consistent concept of personhood – of being – from birth to death. It is not just the thoughts and feelings they have, though. It is the projections of all their friends and relations on that animated band of molecules housing that roving intelligence.

This “soul” has many identities attached to it, perhaps a continuous stream of them, but it only ever has one person attached to it. While Joe and Jane might see different sides of Jill, both of them can agree that all of those qualities belong to Jill. So, the “soul” becomes the gestalt of many qualities, many memories, many events and incidents and relationships, all of which orbit a single person.

Surely, when someone dies, then, the soul continues to exist immaterially (in the way that memories and concepts exist). It is not wispy trails of gray fog, nor a see-through apparition of their idealized self. It is nothing but the construct of them that continues to exist to everyone who thinks about them. Jill may die, but Joe and Jane can still talk about her. In fact, they might even talk to her, addressing the concept of her in their mind.  They might talk about what she would do if she were here, or who she would like or dislike. They might be wrong, surely, but the person never stops existing as a range of not only memories, but also possibilities.

Why bother with this term at all? Because there ought to be a term for it. We ought to understand that identity is a fleeting and subjective quality, that people ultimately change many times, but no matter how radically they change, they exist as a “super set” of all those things “that are themselves,” if you will. The “soul” is all of those things attached to the flesh and bone which house the phenomena of intelligence. And as surely as all the molecules of that flesh and bone are replaced time and time again, that “soul” never leaves the resulting organic matter.

There ought to be a term because abstraction is vital to our thinking and communicating.

Ultimately, those who embrace naturalism (which I do) must understand abstraction is still incredibly important to the human experience and our ability to preserve psychological well-being. Our great intellects have been built on a foundation of animal instincts and faulty logic, all of which is run by an organic machine that was developed but not designed. I find that abstraction is a great tool for addressing the resulting ghost in the machine.

The puzzling result for me is, ultimately, the “soul” would not be well-described by any words or notions. Rather, it can only be defined by all of the things which it encompasses, ultimately making it an indescribable mystery. I don’t really have a problem with that – it describes, somewhat, the enormous complexity of a human being. In that way, we can say “Brevity is the soul of wit,” but we’ll never quite have a word that defines the soul of Chuck, for instance.

The Word “Spiritual”

Tuesday, March 2nd, 2010

This blog is hard to update, and not because I don’t have things to write about. There are a pile of things for me to write about, but it’s hard to think about where to start and where to go next. Up to this point, I’ve mostly laid my idea out there, but I guess I can always go back and forth between explaining my ideas and discussing other people’s ideas. That will generate more content more quickly!

So, let’s go back to my last post and specifically Donald’s comments about my choice of using the word “spiritual” to describe what he might call “philosophical.” As Donald points out, the word “spiritual” might have a lot of strange connotations that relate to pseudoscience, generic theism, deism, pantheism, panentheism, psychic phenomena, ghosts or any other topic covered in the Time-Life Mysteries of the Unknown series.

But that’s not right. I’m actually not sure why the word “spiritual” has spilled over into those things. Certainly, there is another meaning of the word spirit, such as “evil spirits” or “the holy spirit” or Norman Greenbaum’s “Spirit in the Sky.” There is another meaning of “spirit” which is “alcohol,” but we don’t assume spiritual people are drunks.

Okay, But Why Do You Use “Spiritual”?

I’ve been thinking about this for a week now.

In the first place, I’ve generally used the word “spiritual” because I felt it described me. But does it? That’s a complicated question. I suppose I feel very comfortable being an iconoclast, so let me explain how I feel.

Firstly, “spiritual” by the textbook definition means “of or relating to the spirit, not tangible or material.” I’m intensely interested in the intangible and the immaterial. I’m spiritual.

Further, “spiritual” can mean “relating to the soul.” Now, I want to address this in its own post, but I believe in a “soul.” Again, I love being an iconoclast – my idea of the “soul” is not eternal, nor does it exist in duo with our physical forms. I believe in the soul as a non-existent (in the sense that it exists only as a concept) concept of personhood which is an undeniable and nearly non-nullifiable psychological construct of the human mind. To me, the soul is a transcendental thing not unlike courage or knowledge. It is easy to laugh at dualists and the concept of an eternal soul, but I think it’s a very important concept when we examine modern dilemmas surrounding identity.

So maybe I am using “spiritual” to reclaim it. Or maybe I just think the word is relevant even if the thinking of spirituality is changing or must change to match what we know.

In the end, I really like preserving what “spirituality” is supposed to be doing for us all while ripping out all the nonsensical and unbelievable parts and injecting good old-fashioned reason and rational thinking.

Together, We Can Bring “Spiritual” into the 21st Century

Personally, I don’t think there are a lot of words which describe my thinking on the immaterial and the intangible. Donald suggests that he might use the word “philosophical,” but that is a similarly loaded and difficult word. Philosophy is often called the pursuit of wisdom, or the pursuit of knowledge, or the pursuit of truth, but the very study of that stuff becomes meta when we ask, “What is wisdom, knowledge or truth?”

Really, I don’t mind Donald describing me as philosophical for the same reasons I describe myself as spiritual. I would call myself philosophical and spiritual. The former refers to my examination of questions about the abstract universe, and the latter refers specifically to my feelings about the human experience regarding identity, existential crises and the like. So, I suppose spirituality thereby becomes a subset of philosophy. I don’t mind that.

Many philosophers have talked extensively about the spirit and spirituality – Hegel wrote The Phenomenology of Spirit, which can also be called The Phenomenology of Mind because the German word “Geist” carries both meanings. Am I just talking about the mind when I say spirituality? Possibly. I think the word “mind” carries as many strange intangible connotations as the word “spirit,” but I prefer “spirit” because of the enormous connotation of “identity” that it often carries.

But that’s about it. I’m not overly attached to the word, but it is a good word for me, in my opinion. As is usually the case, I am perfectly happy to change my mind if someone can show me a better word or a clearer term, and a good reason to ditch the word “spiritual.”

I’m a Spiritual Person, and That Means This…

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010

“So… you’re an atheist and a naturalist… but you call yourself spiritual?”

The short answer is yes. That might seem very odd, and by the end of this you might think I’m not making sense or that I’m abusing vocabulary. I think that’s okay with me.

First, let’s separate this from “Spiritualism,” the religious movement popular around the dawn of the 20th century that purported that the spirits of the dead were all around us. This is what gave rise to the seance, and that’s a whole different thing from what I’m talking about.

So What Are You Talking About?

What I’m talking about when I say “spirituality” will take me a pretty big post to describe… so prepare for a pretty big post.

Spirituality, in general, is probably best defined as the search for meaning or purpose or definition in life, and I consider it a direct response to existential angst. So, uh… what’s existential angst?

Kierkegaard (philosopher, dead Danish dude, you can read about him on the internets) used the word “angst” to describe the fear a human being had because of their responsibility to God. Of course, I don’t believe in God (see second post), but Kierkegaard is one of the first people to realize that the more freedom man gets, the more fear is generated. (This is important,  but I’ll have to talk about it another time.)

Heidegger says… well, it would take me three books to explain what Heidegger says. But he defines Angst as apprehension about (for lack of a better term) the immaterial. “Fear” to Heidegger is the apprehension or stress in response to a real, existent thing whereas Angst is the response to a concept or perhaps a situation.

Hooray, Angst…

I could go on at length about the nature of angst, but I won’t… in this post.

The reason to talk about angst and “existential angst” is that it grips everyone at some point in their life. In fact, if you can imagine intelligent alien life forms that are self-aware, they’re likely to experience existential angst as well, as far as I’m concerned.

If you have ever asked, “Why am I here?” or “What does it all mean?” or “Who am I?” you’ve experienced existential angst. As opposed to Kierkegaard, I don’t think it has to do with your responsibility to God. I think existential angst is the natural response of a being that is self-aware to a world that is not. It is the response of a being which strives for structure and purpose to a universe with no structure nor purpose.

It’s Us Against the World

Quite literally, we are in constant conflict with the world. We have evolved in a specific way to solve puzzles and find patterns. You’d think that would help us deal with the world. Well, it does. This evolutionary advantage is significant and it’s how we have developed science and created technology. It turns out that nature is full of discernible patterns!

But there are two problems. First, our pattern-seeking brain is essentially flawed. It has a really big problem with statistics, so we tend to favor personal experience over general evidence. Let me emphasize this – we are really, really bad at statistics.

The second problem is that we expect everything to think like we do. We treat cats, dogs, cars, toasters and video game characters like they were fellow thinking beings. We plead with our car to start in the morning. We ask the dog why it chewed on the furniture. And finally, we ask the universe why it had to be this day that the dog chewed the furniture and the car won’t start.

Very simply, the universe has never provided us with an answer to “Why?”, and it likely never will.

But This One Time, I Yelled at My Car and It Just Started!

We’re really bad at statistics. And we’re really good at picking out the patterns that match what we expect while dismissing those that don’t confirm our suspicions. It takes a very disciplined mind to pick out the truth, but it’s a talent anyone can learn.

But even if an individual person isn’t good at critical analysis, everyone I have ever met has had those moments where they realize the world around them just doesn’t give two shits about them. And that’s existential angst.

To extend a metaphor from Intelligent Design advocates, once upon a time, we were wandering on a beach and we saw a watch. And we decided that there must be a watchmaker because watches don’t just magically appear on beaches.

But eventually, we approached the watch and realized it was just a shiny clamshell in the sand. Our minds had invented the watch because we preferred a valuable watch to a dull clamshell.

Of course, there are all sorts of problems with that metaphor, but setting that aside, I think we’ve all realized that there is a conflict between what we expect the world should be like and how it is. There is a conflict between our obligations and our desires. There is a conflict between fairness and self-interest. And each of these generate their own variety of existential angst.

Why can’t life just be simple? Why can’t it just be the way I want it to be?

The Spiritual Response

Spirituality is an attempt to discover the answer to those strange questions.

How does spirituality shape my own life? Well, that’s a long answer I’ll probably talk about in future posts. To answer briefly, I believe we must find meaning and answers not only individually, but together as a group. We must not only learn lessons from “teachable moments” in our lives, but more importantly, we must learn when to throw our hands up into a shrug and simply smile.

Our minds work on abstraction. Applying what we want to see or what we would create in human society to the universe as a whole is an abstraction. Religion is often an attempt to assign human values to a nature that clearly rejects them, and (much like I would expect) it’s the equivalent of putting a dress on a cat.

Perhaps spirituality, then, should be an attempt to understand what we are, what our expectations are, and how to adjust our minds to deal with an unforgiving, uncaring world.

I know it sounds really depressing when someone talks about the “uncaring world,” but ask yourself – why are you expecting the world to care? Ask a person to care! That’s practically all they do!

We didn’t ask for this life. We certainly weren’t given any instruction books. But only a human being, with its pattern-obsessed mind, would think that you only get what you ask for.

The instruction book – like every instruction book in your house – has to be written by human beings. And it’ll be a much better instruction book if we write it with some semblance of teamwork.